Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Keep On Moving, Keep Climbing, Keep the Faith.

' Between laughing for no reasons, stupid arguments sometimes, long talks and making fun of each other, I've fallen in love with you,' (Rayyan Darwishy, 2011)

Have I told you lately that I love you too, boo ? Well, I'm gna tell you everyday, every hour, every minute and every second that my heart always long for you ;)
Yesterday, everything seems so fine, seems so great and seems so breathtaking but when the new day has started, it changed it a blink of an eye. Nothing last forever you know ? Be thankful to God for lending you a piece of His greatness to survive in this temporary world.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

wish list.

i desperately need

- the old man's hug.
- new phone.
- ikea meatballs and daim.

I desperately want to

- have a barbecue
- fly a kite
- playing with the bubblegun

and I desperately must

- get rid of this fever !

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Be happy.

have you ever wonder walking in the shoes of a mum who has a handicapped lil darling ; amputated her hands and feet fingers ?

Have you ever wonder walking in the shoes of a handsome man who lost his two legs due to an accident otw back from college ?

Have you ever wonder how does it feel to walk in the shoes of an old man suffers from stroke for almost 20yrs and living all alone because his wife dumped him for a younger man ?

Have you ever wonder how it feels like to walk in the shoes of 6yrs old kid who burnt himself during his house fire ?

I've saw them suffer to be independent, I've heard them screaming in agony during the treatment, I've touched the damaged occurs at their body and we should be thankful for the better life we have.

I've beent there, I've done that.

Maybe the end will be the same too, perhaps ?

Monday, June 6, 2011

people who accept others critics are people who interested in self-improvement.

And I guess you can't take it aite ?

Why don't you just take it from the positive side ? Take it as an advice from a sister to a sister. I'm sorry if I didnt please you the way you want me to be, I just dnt live my life to it. Btw, sape je aku neh nak compare kan dgn org lain kan ? Aku kan tukang dgr prob kau tukang bg nsht tukang risau psl kau tukang segala tukang lah. Takde hal pun hal kecik ape la sgt kan.

Sorry means nothing when you keep on repeating the same mistake.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Number Six

Hullo June ! I know its a day late but who cares neway :) Thanks to the Al-Mighty for lending us some times to breath and to enjoy this temporary life. 2011 has come to its middle phase and hopefully this month will bring us plenty of good things.

I'll be home tomorrow, I'll be with my pretty people, I'll be drowning in the warmth of Granny's love. See, June already brought me good things :)

p/s : I can smell more good things on its way :P

Monday, May 30, 2011


Hullo pathetic, errr i mean hullo blog, heh. Been lazier to mumble things here these last few days but now I'm up to write stories again.

Nahh, i know, who cares anyway, aite ?

P/s : arif and wanie, congratulations for you both :)

There are few things I've noticed during my hiatus. Why people keep on selling marriage or love problems in facebook or blog ? Is it cool enough to let people know you are in the rocks ? Is it cool enough to let people have bad mind setting abt your love ones ? There was a friend who once wrote in her blog saying if you want to stay longer in a relationship, keep it low. Bragging to much or criticizing your partner publicly wont bring any good.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Well B, this goes to you.

B here is not as the B in the Bie, B in the Baby, or as the B in the Hubby or Boo. Its another one or B that represent an indecent word, a word which you know what it is :)

Hi B, been a long time huh since the last I ever wrote about you ? I know you've been dying to get my blog's url, but pls always remember what I'm gna tell you, take note ya.

You've been watching me got knocked down by life and laughing, and now I'm seeing you've been ditched by someone I believe you really want to make you mine before. All I can say is screw you and serve you right. Karma always work. You dnt hve to be such a BS to know whats happenin in my life. You gotta stay quietly and keep chasing guys. Thats your favorite things to do aite ?

Have some dignity yo B !

Wednesday, May 18, 2011


on my first thought, its you.

On my second thought, its you.

On my third thought, its you.

On my fourth, fifth, sixth and so on thought, it still you.

Distance kills me, but it wont kills us, right ?

Tuesday, May 10, 2011


Somebody save me,
I don't care how you do it,
Just save me.

Don't envy me cz it's never easy to be me. Try to walk a mile in my shoes and you'll know how rough things going here.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Most of the Time.


Back from hiatus with a low self esteem. Well, I've found myself tired with faking too much confidence in myself. Tired of chin up and the serious face. Tired of running here and there just to make sure everybody's okay. Tired of giving a damn abt someone else's problems. Tired of this bloody damn bored college. Tired. Tired. Tired.

Don't grumble honey, he said.

Now, all I'm wishing for is sometimes for me, for myself to flee and spend a good quality time with my own self. I wish I could be home, sitting with my leg crossed on my favourite couch while listening to music and reading my novel. Aahh, not to forget my favourite coffee.

But dont you know darling, my biggest wish is to be with you, just you. So why dont you just leave your unfinished work and fly to the South ?

Desperately need you.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

who do you think you are ?

running around leaving scars ?

hi pathetic, why you have to be so fucking pathetic ? could you pretty please answer my bloody question ?

i try to look at your face when we talk, i try to listen when you talk to us, i try to do what i should do as a friend but could you please behave ?

couple months to go nira, hold on.
nanti kau rindu pulak nk tgk pmpuan tu merengek depan muka kau. haha

Thursday, April 21, 2011

it wont harm me

hullo abandoned blog ! :) how are you ? missed me much ? ahaa, i guess you are not. well, dah lama tak update blog, but its okay, nobody read mine, ngeh. life is a bit annoying nowadays, perhaps it just another test given by the Al-Mighty. as we grow older, we learnt a lot. sometimes, the fight picked by the others  help us to know better who can be a good friend to us. friends sometimes gonna drown you and sometimes they save you. now i know who can drown me and who gonna save me. people will be nice with you for purposes and some be nice just because they are nice. just bear with all the shit given, they know what they didnt know. they didnt know the truth and i'll never bother to tell the truth and play pointing fingers game.the truth will come out from hiatus soon and by that time, i'll surely aware that its the time for that particular person to feel the tense :)

ouhh, thanks to my darling for all the good words and time spent. i'm sorry for being extremely cheesy these few days :P yours always :)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Stop falling down ouh sky.

I am sorry, but what the hell ?

My atm card was eaten by the bloody hungry atm machine. Dengan tidak sengaja lagi separuh sedar I've kicked the machine and caused me a minor pain on my toe. Now I'm a flat broke and I got no money at all. Poor me much ? Please do so, huwaaaaaaaa !

Kids, no, teenagers, please be a lil bit matured please ? Please please please with cherries on top stop bothering my mind with stupid silly things. Be a lil bit more positive and that surely wont kill you. Mak penat la nyah nak fikir benda kurang pandai mcm tuh. Grrr. Stop whining at my ears, nyampah, lempang kang tau la. Grrrr.

Monday, April 11, 2011

no way to hide

25 days to go.

I'll be sitting my summative exam in 25 days more. dang. can somebody kill me ? committing suicide is a big sin in Islam and surely I wont do it. macam mana nak jawab summative ni eh ? Idk whats in my mind and idk what I've learnt within these 3months. all the theories and the philosophies seems sooooooooooooo *&^%$ @#$% and to those who are planning on joining the  medical line, you better think cook cook before you make your choice cz this field is not for people who are so playful and damn lazy to revise and memorize all the bloody facts and medical theories. and always remember, medical line means you are responsible over others' life. no matter who you are, a nurse, a therapist, a radiographer, a pharmacist, a medical assistant, a dog doc, people will put their trust and will rely their hopes on you. if its not you, then who ?

summative exam
theatre presentation *again*
a visit to rehab






p/s : three is to crowded for tango

Sunday, April 10, 2011

little reminder

explaining things to someone is not a damn easy thing to do, not at all. despite of telling the truth, I rather lie, yes lie and I am sorry for doing so. sometimes it is better for us or for me to keep quiet and say well, I am okay, nothing much to worry though in the other hand, I am hell not okay and you should be worry about me.

an exaggerator exaggerates.

I wonder why things are not the same anymore. whats wrong with you darling ? do we have an unsettled issue to argue about or you are just being nasty ? well I guess a good friend not only shares food with one another but also shares the same enemy too, right ? but darling, as someone who is older that you, I would like to advise you to stay hell away from other people's prob and just mind your bloody bussiness. you know what you dont know and what you know is not exactly right. manusia ni bermuka muka and certainly I am not one of them, bear with me. dont listen to one party only and starts to jump into stupid conclusion. i got a very limited patient and please dont let me yell straight on your face asking you "whats wrong with you bitch ?"

you dont know me and you dont know what I've done and what I can do 

p/s : be good and I'll be super good to you.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

dulu sekolah kat mana ? ouh tak sekolah ehh ?

kawin lambat : tak laku a.k.a anak dara tua a.k.a bujang terlajak

kawin awal : gatai tak pun terlanjur

memang mcm ni eh mentality manusia or to be specific typical malaysian's mentality ? shucks . what a retarded brain you got there darlings . dah laa , g duduk dalam gua tuh , bye !

btw, an exaggerator will always exaggerates, why dont you just keep it low ?


Wednesday, April 6, 2011

dear HEART

i am so sorry for being so stubborn
i am so sorry for being selfish
i am so sorry for being too introvert
i am sorry for making you worry
i am sorry for causing you lost your appetite
i am sorry for making you unhappy
i am sorry for making you lost your patience



p/s : you always comfort me with you blanket of love and i always loving it

Monday, April 4, 2011

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P/s : cehh aku da pndai pos bab2 laki bini, haha

I Do

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to
know that I ’m not playing games
I promise I won’t turn around
and I won’t let you down
You can trust and never feel it
Baby there ’s nothing, there’s
nothing we can’t get through.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

they see what they dont see

i rather to walk, eat, and do all my stuff s alone rather than having friends who acted like what-ever-you-may-call-it-kind-of-behaviour. we are living in medical line areas and we'll be taking care of other's life soon and i guess you should have started to learn what "sense of toleration" means and stop being such a selfish bastard.

p/s: started to use inappropriate words again and i guess you have cross the limit.

p/s: kalau kau tak suka perempuan curse ada aku kisah, kau ingat aku suka kau ? stiupit

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye

and my heart sees you.

The fact is that love is of two kinds, one which commands, and one which obeys. 
The two are quite distinct, and the passion to which the one gives rise is not the passion of the other.
Honore de Balzac


Sweet Talker.

I never believe in them and never fall for them. The sweetness of the words are nothing since the talk is cheap and action speaks louder than words and I wonder why girls easily fall for this kind of guy. Whatcha say ?

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Heal Her and You'll Heal Me

somebody is sick out there
and she is my granny.
get well soon atok :'(

p/s : i wish i could ease your pain.

The Past

" children are always honest,
it's the adult who never are,
they lie, they cheat, they wound
i think most of the people are profoundly bad."

- danielle steel 

"betrayal is a terrible thing, particularly by people we love"

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

I Never Want To Fight These Butterflies.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Monday, March 28, 2011



i  am sorry because i am not like you.

i am not the kind of girl who throws myself randomly to boys
and i am not the one who call boys "sayang" easily
and i not the kind who will step into people's bussiness
just like you did 



you can be proud with what you have now 
that wont last long :D

p/s : are'nt you tired of being fake ?

The Past is Past.

people moved on, people changed.

This is me saying I've got another guy, I have found myself a better sweetheart and what we had was nothing. I wish you were never be a part of my history, I got so many to give but acted like a sh*t and I was a fool for letting you in. So now, please stay away cuz your regrets means nothing to me.

And I love the person who mend my heart.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

me :)

copied from facebook, its about the character according to  birth month which is October and i find it so true , hahaha :))

Suka berbual.

Suka orang yang sayang padanya.

Suka ambil jalan tengah.

Sangat menawan & sopan santun.

Kecantikan luar & dalam.

Tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura.

Mudah rasa simpati, baik dan mementingkan kawan.

Sentiasa berkawan.

Hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama.

Cepat marah.

Macam pentingkan diri sendiri.

Tidak menolong orang kecuali diminta.

Suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri.

Tidak suka terima pandangan orang lain.

Emosi yang mudah terusik.

Suka berangan & pandai bercakap.

Emosi yang kelam kabut.

Daya firasat yang sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan).

Suka melancong, bidang sastera & seni.

Pengasih, penyayang & lemah lembut.

Romantik dalam percintaan.

Mudah terusik hati & cemburu.

Ambil berat tentang orang lain.

Suka kegiatan luar.

Orang yang adil.

Boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran.

Mudah patah semangat

ngeh ngeh :)

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Things get better through whatever, if you fall just stand up and dont cry. Afraid of losing ? Please don't. We gain something better when we let go . You got it in, find it within .

P/s : im happy with what i have now, enough said.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

blerghh !

finally, the hecky days of examination are over, yeay for me ! now its time to make love with Nora Robert's novels and listen to my music non-stop. bye bye medical term, wee ~

p/s : medical line is only for those yang rajin study and i was totally a lazy pizzy girl, so how ? lets diss college and get married and make pretty babies, HAHAHAHAHAH.

we'll receive what we've gave


Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Kau Hengat Kau Hebat ?

I can't bear with men who pretend to be cool, perfect or good when they are not more than assholes. Rimas tahu ? Nak muntah. Stay away from meh !

P/s: nasihat org pandai, tp when it comes to you, rasanya lg teruk kot apa yg kau buat, duhhhh annoyings !

Sunday, March 20, 2011

are you happy ?

because I am damn happy :)

Praise Allah. so many good things happen recently and i never feel so content like this before *exception for formative exam yg dipercepatkan semiggu =='. the theatre went smoothly though i stammered few times while narrating the story. we won, defeating the other 7 groups ! yeay for myself and the team. we wont make it without the 'tukang gerak's effort since the ketua was toooooooo damie damie useless, haha. the crowds really enjoy the performance and guess what, we probably will represent our college for intercollege activity.weehuu ~ more commitment and sacrification needed to be done and i cant wait for that.

never met a guy so fly,
got me hooked like apple pie,
i think i'm falling and i dont know why,
but i wont fight this butterflies.
-auburn, its all about him-
you made me realized.  you made my eyes see clearer. you made me think wiser. you made me feel determined and the most important is, you made me feel high like nobody can do before.

p/s : pada Yang Maha Esa, tolong jangan tarik nikmat ini :)

Friday, March 18, 2011

rocket in my mind

be good to me, and i'll be good to you.
enough said.

and do not expect me to treat you nicely if you treat me like a complete asshole. trust is earn and the same thing goes with respect. dont treat people the way you dont want to be treated. do listen to other's opinion because sometimes they give you an idea abt something you never think about. it doesnt mean that everything you said is thrue and must be followed just because you are older and you dont have to be so menggedik and bossy to ask me to do this and that cause you ain't my mother. agak kurang pandai di situ, pathetic.

there's always a damn huge difference between a kawan rapat and kawan baik.
that's what i think.

people who close to you wont be people who listen to all your craps.rapat lah mcm mana pun but if the sense of tolerate and respect is not there and the selfish-ness is more dominant, in the end people will walk away, seriously. and please dont blame me when i started to walk away and never respons everytime you reach me. i kinda sucks at forgiving people, doesnt mean that i wont forgive you at all but it takes time, maybe days, weeks, months or even years. you dont hve to tazkirah me with the saying such as "sedangkan nabi ampunkan umatnya" and all that because it wont be beneficial at all. i am not a perfect person and i am not a prophet. i wont be fake by saying i forgive you while in the other hand the hatred is still there. i wont lie about feelings. if you cant accept others opinion and rasa kau je betul semua, please, tolong duduk dlm gua and never keluar. that is better,

i know what i want and the choice will always be made by me.

we are not sharing the same future, you are out of my future plan and please stop questioning what i am doing 


you're just too good to be true

and please tell me that i am not dreaming and this is for real, ouuchhh ~

p/s : cant wait to spend my whole life with you :) 

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Wanting To Start Again

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

-Firework, Katy Perry.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

 girl it aint easy
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
To keep the man you love satisfied (No, no)
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
To keep the one you love by your side

A woman's work is never done
Even if it stops, it goes on and on
We work our fingers to the bone
Gotta be home every time he'd phone

Some times the goin' gets a little tough
It's seems our best ain't good enough
Keeps you losin' sleep
Seven days a week, yeah

It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
To keep the man you love satisfied (No, no)
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
To keep the one you love by your side

To keep him happy you must sacrifice
Be ready and willin' to face lonely nights
Do all you can and though he seems ungrateful
Love your man true though he seems unfaithful

But when his hope is gone and life gets him down
That's when he'll say he needs you around
It's hard to live with him
Hard to live without him, hey

It ain't easy

Hey, hey, hey

It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy

You got to baby them with understandin'
When understandin' is what they need
We try hard to give them respect
All that we get is their neglect

But when their troubled, they need our love and care
No matter when, we gotta be right there
In between the cryin', gotta keep tryin', yeah

It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy (No)
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
p/s : meaningful lyric though, hahah

like a stab

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Life is Short, Lets Make It Sweet

Jika kamu beroleh bahagia, ingatlah ia bukan untuk selamanya. Jika kamu beroleh sengsara, ingatlah jua ia bukan untuk selamanya kerana hidup ini hanyalah sementara. - Unknown.


Friday, March 11, 2011

facts number 1

i am not afraid of cats !

like seriously ~
ojan, i geli je ngn kucing, i tak takot pon.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

mixed feeling

- we got to do what we got to do - 

and a Nira must do all her tutorials before she goes back to her bloody JB
normal things for student kot tiap kali balik rumah buku semua tah kemana. before balik sgt lah ye semangat fikir buku ap yg nk bwk blik, nk study ape. hot hot chicken poop betul laa =='
well, somebody said I am tired and once the tiredness has gone, I'll be able to do 'it' again but I'm wishing for the tiredness to stay with me at least for years. figuratively speaking, nobod knows what i'm crapping about, hahaha.

p/s : people come and go, one walks out, plenty walk in.
i wish you could walk out earlier :')

ouh yes, saye tade mase nak amik tahu hal anda.
so tayah expect yg saye akan sibuk2 fikir pasal anda :))

undeniably cute :)

aumm aumm !!

i rather pick a cub than a cat, seriously nak satuuuu !!
comel !

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

God knows it

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

-no worries left-

p/s : btw mista, its your voice actually, not the cengkerik's.

take me or leave me

the truth is, i dont care what you want to label me, spoil brat, annoying creature, judgementalist or so on. i am just being me and i know i cant please everyone coz i never want too. people will hate you for reasons, and with no reasons. by the way, i am just being me, myself without nobody consent. as long as i'm happy with what i am doing, i guess that wont be a problem. so is it a problem to you my-so-called-bro-odin ? HAHAH bear with me eah will you ? :D


little pumpkin, i miss youu

'kakak, bila nak datang rumah ? bila nak bawak chacha main layang layang lagi ?'

things wont be the same anymore strawberry, but I still love you :) tgu abang bawak kakak baru okay ? :)

p/s : i miss how you kiss my cheeek and hold my thigh.


Sunday, March 6, 2011

thou its kinda late

selamat pengantin baru kak uya !!

undeniably, both of you are so sweet, awhh !

semoga jodoh berkekalan ke anak cucu eh :)

p/s: i wonder how will i look like during my big day, aiyooo. nak kawin gak ! kikiki

hush hush ..

remember that sometime silence is the best answer

and and and and

 i hope you will

Thursday, March 3, 2011

ding to the dong :)

booooooooooooooo !!


Official Announcement

I'm coming home 
tell the world I'm coming home 
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday 
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes 
I'm coming home, I'm coming home 
tell the world I'm coming 

Back where I belong 
I've never felt so strong eh 
feeling like there's nothing that I can't try 
and if you feel me put your hands high, high, high, hey 
and if you feel me put your hands high, high, hey 


saje nak bgtau yg i'm going home tomorrow.
ouh selangor i'm gonna rock you baybayh !!
bye bye JB, bye bye stress, bye bye makhluk hijau 


hello formative exam, dang !

p/s: bila dah hilang baru nak menggagau cari, 
tlg la belajar cara nk hargai  org skit.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

you are a loser man

hahaha kau memang big BODOH lah !

lucky me for ditching you eternally :)))

Mr. FH, sorry i break my promise not to carut again, TAK TAHAN DAAAA.

hahah, puas hati aku.

love yourself

people gonna envy you because they can't be you :)

Tuesday, March 1, 2011


Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

 the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

 now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't

p/s : kalau tinggal sorang lelaki pon dalam dunia ni, i wont pick you, NEVER.


looking back to the day we shared together before makes me realize how much time and effort i had wasted.

i wish i could go back to the past and make sure i'll never pick you 

Monday, February 28, 2011

you make me feel gay

i wish it wont fade away

if you forget how much you mean to me, i'll remind you

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do

baby do you know how much i miss you ?

Friday, February 25, 2011

Anatomy and Physiology

Mr. A : What is the relationship between hypothalamus and pituitary gland ?

Me : Its complicated.

Memandai. Jawapan sebenar hypothalamic - pituitary axis. Thats the path yg connect hypothalamus and pituitary gland. Kan bagus kalau connection kite ni sepantas dan secemerlang benda alah tu.

P/s : Kalau dah pegi jauh, tlg jgn dtg dekat. Quit playing games with my heart cz it ain't a toy.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Pathetic darling

I can feel your heartbeat,
but its not beating for me.

Okay the introduction got nothing to do with what me gna write. Susah ye kalau org x reti nak bertanggung jawab bila dah rosak kan barang orang. Where's your sense of responsibility darling ? At least you say sorry. Benda tu bukan seringgit dua it costs thousands of Malaysia Ringgit. I guess sebelum ni anda duduk dlm Gua Niah nearby your house kot , kan kan ? There's no point of you being fake in front of the others while behind their back you are doing rubbish. Say sorry, do apologize to the particular victim. She lent it to you dgn rasa kesian sbb you dont own one but you ? Ouh pathetic. Seeing your face make me wanna puke.

P/s : Stupid guys will get interested with a pretty girl and never bother about their bad behaviour.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Little did you know

I'm sorry I gotta be strong and leave you behind and though you know I'll catch a grenade for you, the time is running out.

P/s: i dont care abt ppl who doesnt care abt me, sorry.

Monday, February 21, 2011

More than enough

Too much of anything can make me sick, its too much, toooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhh ! Haaaa, kan dah termeroyan, grrrr !

I can't bear with people who keep on pushing me to do this and that. Its always easier said than done and with my coughy condition now, do you think it is suitable for me to stand up in front of the huge crowd and speak ? Tsk tsk tsk, tekak nak tercabut ni nyah, tlg lah faham =.=

Everyone has their own right to do and not to do something. And this is me stressing my stands that I'm gonna write what I want in this bloody blog. Do respect my right, please. If you detest my writing, stop reading me. Its my blog, my rights, please.

P/s : Izikamizigodatishauyulivenisikofit.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

first move ahead

i'm not running away nor hiding
i'm just finding a way to mend all these achy things.