Sunday, April 24, 2011

who do you think you are ?

running around leaving scars ?

hi pathetic, why you have to be so fucking pathetic ? could you pretty please answer my bloody question ?

i try to look at your face when we talk, i try to listen when you talk to us, i try to do what i should do as a friend but could you please behave ?

couple months to go nira, hold on.
nanti kau rindu pulak nk tgk pmpuan tu merengek depan muka kau. haha

Thursday, April 21, 2011

it wont harm me

hullo abandoned blog ! :) how are you ? missed me much ? ahaa, i guess you are not. well, dah lama tak update blog, but its okay, nobody read mine, ngeh. life is a bit annoying nowadays, perhaps it just another test given by the Al-Mighty. as we grow older, we learnt a lot. sometimes, the fight picked by the others  help us to know better who can be a good friend to us. friends sometimes gonna drown you and sometimes they save you. now i know who can drown me and who gonna save me. people will be nice with you for purposes and some be nice just because they are nice. just bear with all the shit given, they know what they didnt know. they didnt know the truth and i'll never bother to tell the truth and play pointing fingers game.the truth will come out from hiatus soon and by that time, i'll surely aware that its the time for that particular person to feel the tense :)

ouhh, thanks to my darling for all the good words and time spent. i'm sorry for being extremely cheesy these few days :P yours always :)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Stop falling down ouh sky.

I am sorry, but what the hell ?

My atm card was eaten by the bloody hungry atm machine. Dengan tidak sengaja lagi separuh sedar I've kicked the machine and caused me a minor pain on my toe. Now I'm a flat broke and I got no money at all. Poor me much ? Please do so, huwaaaaaaaa !

Kids, no, teenagers, please be a lil bit matured please ? Please please please with cherries on top stop bothering my mind with stupid silly things. Be a lil bit more positive and that surely wont kill you. Mak penat la nyah nak fikir benda kurang pandai mcm tuh. Grrr. Stop whining at my ears, nyampah, lempang kang tau la. Grrrr.

Monday, April 11, 2011

no way to hide

25 days to go.

I'll be sitting my summative exam in 25 days more. dang. can somebody kill me ? committing suicide is a big sin in Islam and surely I wont do it. macam mana nak jawab summative ni eh ? Idk whats in my mind and idk what I've learnt within these 3months. all the theories and the philosophies seems sooooooooooooo *&^%$ @#$% and to those who are planning on joining the  medical line, you better think cook cook before you make your choice cz this field is not for people who are so playful and damn lazy to revise and memorize all the bloody facts and medical theories. and always remember, medical line means you are responsible over others' life. no matter who you are, a nurse, a therapist, a radiographer, a pharmacist, a medical assistant, a dog doc, people will put their trust and will rely their hopes on you. if its not you, then who ?

summative exam
theatre presentation *again*
a visit to rehab






p/s : three is to crowded for tango

Sunday, April 10, 2011

little reminder

explaining things to someone is not a damn easy thing to do, not at all. despite of telling the truth, I rather lie, yes lie and I am sorry for doing so. sometimes it is better for us or for me to keep quiet and say well, I am okay, nothing much to worry though in the other hand, I am hell not okay and you should be worry about me.

an exaggerator exaggerates.

I wonder why things are not the same anymore. whats wrong with you darling ? do we have an unsettled issue to argue about or you are just being nasty ? well I guess a good friend not only shares food with one another but also shares the same enemy too, right ? but darling, as someone who is older that you, I would like to advise you to stay hell away from other people's prob and just mind your bloody bussiness. you know what you dont know and what you know is not exactly right. manusia ni bermuka muka and certainly I am not one of them, bear with me. dont listen to one party only and starts to jump into stupid conclusion. i got a very limited patient and please dont let me yell straight on your face asking you "whats wrong with you bitch ?"

you dont know me and you dont know what I've done and what I can do 

p/s : be good and I'll be super good to you.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

dulu sekolah kat mana ? ouh tak sekolah ehh ?

kawin lambat : tak laku a.k.a anak dara tua a.k.a bujang terlajak

kawin awal : gatai tak pun terlanjur

memang mcm ni eh mentality manusia or to be specific typical malaysian's mentality ? shucks . what a retarded brain you got there darlings . dah laa , g duduk dalam gua tuh , bye !

btw, an exaggerator will always exaggerates, why dont you just keep it low ?


Wednesday, April 6, 2011

dear HEART

i am so sorry for being so stubborn
i am so sorry for being selfish
i am so sorry for being too introvert
i am sorry for making you worry
i am sorry for causing you lost your appetite
i am sorry for making you unhappy
i am sorry for making you lost your patience



p/s : you always comfort me with you blanket of love and i always loving it

Monday, April 4, 2011

Sikap Wanita yang Disenangi Lelaki | + discover the beauty of islam

Sikap Wanita yang Disenangi Lelaki | + discover the beauty of islam

P/s : cehh aku da pndai pos bab2 laki bini, haha

I Do

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to
know that I ’m not playing games
I promise I won’t turn around
and I won’t let you down
You can trust and never feel it
Baby there ’s nothing, there’s
nothing we can’t get through.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

they see what they dont see

i rather to walk, eat, and do all my stuff s alone rather than having friends who acted like what-ever-you-may-call-it-kind-of-behaviour. we are living in medical line areas and we'll be taking care of other's life soon and i guess you should have started to learn what "sense of toleration" means and stop being such a selfish bastard.

p/s: started to use inappropriate words again and i guess you have cross the limit.

p/s: kalau kau tak suka perempuan curse ada aku kisah, kau ingat aku suka kau ? stiupit