Monday, May 30, 2011


Hullo pathetic, errr i mean hullo blog, heh. Been lazier to mumble things here these last few days but now I'm up to write stories again.

Nahh, i know, who cares anyway, aite ?

P/s : arif and wanie, congratulations for you both :)

There are few things I've noticed during my hiatus. Why people keep on selling marriage or love problems in facebook or blog ? Is it cool enough to let people know you are in the rocks ? Is it cool enough to let people have bad mind setting abt your love ones ? There was a friend who once wrote in her blog saying if you want to stay longer in a relationship, keep it low. Bragging to much or criticizing your partner publicly wont bring any good.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Well B, this goes to you.

B here is not as the B in the Bie, B in the Baby, or as the B in the Hubby or Boo. Its another one or B that represent an indecent word, a word which you know what it is :)

Hi B, been a long time huh since the last I ever wrote about you ? I know you've been dying to get my blog's url, but pls always remember what I'm gna tell you, take note ya.

You've been watching me got knocked down by life and laughing, and now I'm seeing you've been ditched by someone I believe you really want to make you mine before. All I can say is screw you and serve you right. Karma always work. You dnt hve to be such a BS to know whats happenin in my life. You gotta stay quietly and keep chasing guys. Thats your favorite things to do aite ?

Have some dignity yo B !

Wednesday, May 18, 2011


on my first thought, its you.

On my second thought, its you.

On my third thought, its you.

On my fourth, fifth, sixth and so on thought, it still you.

Distance kills me, but it wont kills us, right ?

Tuesday, May 10, 2011


Somebody save me,
I don't care how you do it,
Just save me.

Don't envy me cz it's never easy to be me. Try to walk a mile in my shoes and you'll know how rough things going here.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Most of the Time.


Back from hiatus with a low self esteem. Well, I've found myself tired with faking too much confidence in myself. Tired of chin up and the serious face. Tired of running here and there just to make sure everybody's okay. Tired of giving a damn abt someone else's problems. Tired of this bloody damn bored college. Tired. Tired. Tired.

Don't grumble honey, he said.

Now, all I'm wishing for is sometimes for me, for myself to flee and spend a good quality time with my own self. I wish I could be home, sitting with my leg crossed on my favourite couch while listening to music and reading my novel. Aahh, not to forget my favourite coffee.

But dont you know darling, my biggest wish is to be with you, just you. So why dont you just leave your unfinished work and fly to the South ?

Desperately need you.