Thursday, March 31, 2011

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye

and my heart sees you.

The fact is that love is of two kinds, one which commands, and one which obeys. 
The two are quite distinct, and the passion to which the one gives rise is not the passion of the other.
Honore de Balzac


Sweet Talker.

I never believe in them and never fall for them. The sweetness of the words are nothing since the talk is cheap and action speaks louder than words and I wonder why girls easily fall for this kind of guy. Whatcha say ?

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Heal Her and You'll Heal Me

somebody is sick out there
and she is my granny.
get well soon atok :'(

p/s : i wish i could ease your pain.

The Past

" children are always honest,
it's the adult who never are,
they lie, they cheat, they wound
i think most of the people are profoundly bad."

- danielle steel 

"betrayal is a terrible thing, particularly by people we love"

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

I Never Want To Fight These Butterflies.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Monday, March 28, 2011



i  am sorry because i am not like you.

i am not the kind of girl who throws myself randomly to boys
and i am not the one who call boys "sayang" easily
and i not the kind who will step into people's bussiness
just like you did 



you can be proud with what you have now 
that wont last long :D

p/s : are'nt you tired of being fake ?

The Past is Past.

people moved on, people changed.

This is me saying I've got another guy, I have found myself a better sweetheart and what we had was nothing. I wish you were never be a part of my history, I got so many to give but acted like a sh*t and I was a fool for letting you in. So now, please stay away cuz your regrets means nothing to me.

And I love the person who mend my heart.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

me :)

copied from facebook, its about the character according to  birth month which is October and i find it so true , hahaha :))

Suka berbual.

Suka orang yang sayang padanya.

Suka ambil jalan tengah.

Sangat menawan & sopan santun.

Kecantikan luar & dalam.

Tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura.

Mudah rasa simpati, baik dan mementingkan kawan.

Sentiasa berkawan.

Hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama.

Cepat marah.

Macam pentingkan diri sendiri.

Tidak menolong orang kecuali diminta.

Suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri.

Tidak suka terima pandangan orang lain.

Emosi yang mudah terusik.

Suka berangan & pandai bercakap.

Emosi yang kelam kabut.

Daya firasat yang sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan).

Suka melancong, bidang sastera & seni.

Pengasih, penyayang & lemah lembut.

Romantik dalam percintaan.

Mudah terusik hati & cemburu.

Ambil berat tentang orang lain.

Suka kegiatan luar.

Orang yang adil.

Boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran.

Mudah patah semangat

ngeh ngeh :)

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Things get better through whatever, if you fall just stand up and dont cry. Afraid of losing ? Please don't. We gain something better when we let go . You got it in, find it within .

P/s : im happy with what i have now, enough said.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

blerghh !

finally, the hecky days of examination are over, yeay for me ! now its time to make love with Nora Robert's novels and listen to my music non-stop. bye bye medical term, wee ~

p/s : medical line is only for those yang rajin study and i was totally a lazy pizzy girl, so how ? lets diss college and get married and make pretty babies, HAHAHAHAHAH.

we'll receive what we've gave


Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Kau Hengat Kau Hebat ?

I can't bear with men who pretend to be cool, perfect or good when they are not more than assholes. Rimas tahu ? Nak muntah. Stay away from meh !

P/s: nasihat org pandai, tp when it comes to you, rasanya lg teruk kot apa yg kau buat, duhhhh annoyings !

Sunday, March 20, 2011

are you happy ?

because I am damn happy :)

Praise Allah. so many good things happen recently and i never feel so content like this before *exception for formative exam yg dipercepatkan semiggu =='. the theatre went smoothly though i stammered few times while narrating the story. we won, defeating the other 7 groups ! yeay for myself and the team. we wont make it without the 'tukang gerak's effort since the ketua was toooooooo damie damie useless, haha. the crowds really enjoy the performance and guess what, we probably will represent our college for intercollege activity.weehuu ~ more commitment and sacrification needed to be done and i cant wait for that.

never met a guy so fly,
got me hooked like apple pie,
i think i'm falling and i dont know why,
but i wont fight this butterflies.
-auburn, its all about him-
you made me realized.  you made my eyes see clearer. you made me think wiser. you made me feel determined and the most important is, you made me feel high like nobody can do before.

p/s : pada Yang Maha Esa, tolong jangan tarik nikmat ini :)

Friday, March 18, 2011

rocket in my mind

be good to me, and i'll be good to you.
enough said.

and do not expect me to treat you nicely if you treat me like a complete asshole. trust is earn and the same thing goes with respect. dont treat people the way you dont want to be treated. do listen to other's opinion because sometimes they give you an idea abt something you never think about. it doesnt mean that everything you said is thrue and must be followed just because you are older and you dont have to be so menggedik and bossy to ask me to do this and that cause you ain't my mother. agak kurang pandai di situ, pathetic.

there's always a damn huge difference between a kawan rapat and kawan baik.
that's what i think.

people who close to you wont be people who listen to all your craps.rapat lah mcm mana pun but if the sense of tolerate and respect is not there and the selfish-ness is more dominant, in the end people will walk away, seriously. and please dont blame me when i started to walk away and never respons everytime you reach me. i kinda sucks at forgiving people, doesnt mean that i wont forgive you at all but it takes time, maybe days, weeks, months or even years. you dont hve to tazkirah me with the saying such as "sedangkan nabi ampunkan umatnya" and all that because it wont be beneficial at all. i am not a perfect person and i am not a prophet. i wont be fake by saying i forgive you while in the other hand the hatred is still there. i wont lie about feelings. if you cant accept others opinion and rasa kau je betul semua, please, tolong duduk dlm gua and never keluar. that is better,

i know what i want and the choice will always be made by me.

we are not sharing the same future, you are out of my future plan and please stop questioning what i am doing 


you're just too good to be true

and please tell me that i am not dreaming and this is for real, ouuchhh ~

p/s : cant wait to spend my whole life with you :) 

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Wanting To Start Again

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

-Firework, Katy Perry.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

 girl it aint easy
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
To keep the man you love satisfied (No, no)
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
To keep the one you love by your side

A woman's work is never done
Even if it stops, it goes on and on
We work our fingers to the bone
Gotta be home every time he'd phone

Some times the goin' gets a little tough
It's seems our best ain't good enough
Keeps you losin' sleep
Seven days a week, yeah

It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
To keep the man you love satisfied (No, no)
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
To keep the one you love by your side

To keep him happy you must sacrifice
Be ready and willin' to face lonely nights
Do all you can and though he seems ungrateful
Love your man true though he seems unfaithful

But when his hope is gone and life gets him down
That's when he'll say he needs you around
It's hard to live with him
Hard to live without him, hey

It ain't easy

Hey, hey, hey

It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy

You got to baby them with understandin'
When understandin' is what they need
We try hard to give them respect
All that we get is their neglect

But when their troubled, they need our love and care
No matter when, we gotta be right there
In between the cryin', gotta keep tryin', yeah

It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy (No)
It ain't easy, girls, it ain't easy
p/s : meaningful lyric though, hahah

like a stab

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Life is Short, Lets Make It Sweet

Jika kamu beroleh bahagia, ingatlah ia bukan untuk selamanya. Jika kamu beroleh sengsara, ingatlah jua ia bukan untuk selamanya kerana hidup ini hanyalah sementara. - Unknown.


Friday, March 11, 2011

facts number 1

i am not afraid of cats !

like seriously ~
ojan, i geli je ngn kucing, i tak takot pon.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

mixed feeling

- we got to do what we got to do - 

and a Nira must do all her tutorials before she goes back to her bloody JB
normal things for student kot tiap kali balik rumah buku semua tah kemana. before balik sgt lah ye semangat fikir buku ap yg nk bwk blik, nk study ape. hot hot chicken poop betul laa =='
well, somebody said I am tired and once the tiredness has gone, I'll be able to do 'it' again but I'm wishing for the tiredness to stay with me at least for years. figuratively speaking, nobod knows what i'm crapping about, hahaha.

p/s : people come and go, one walks out, plenty walk in.
i wish you could walk out earlier :')

ouh yes, saye tade mase nak amik tahu hal anda.
so tayah expect yg saye akan sibuk2 fikir pasal anda :))

undeniably cute :)

aumm aumm !!

i rather pick a cub than a cat, seriously nak satuuuu !!
comel !

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

God knows it

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

-no worries left-

p/s : btw mista, its your voice actually, not the cengkerik's.

take me or leave me

the truth is, i dont care what you want to label me, spoil brat, annoying creature, judgementalist or so on. i am just being me and i know i cant please everyone coz i never want too. people will hate you for reasons, and with no reasons. by the way, i am just being me, myself without nobody consent. as long as i'm happy with what i am doing, i guess that wont be a problem. so is it a problem to you my-so-called-bro-odin ? HAHAH bear with me eah will you ? :D


little pumpkin, i miss youu

'kakak, bila nak datang rumah ? bila nak bawak chacha main layang layang lagi ?'

things wont be the same anymore strawberry, but I still love you :) tgu abang bawak kakak baru okay ? :)

p/s : i miss how you kiss my cheeek and hold my thigh.


Sunday, March 6, 2011

thou its kinda late

selamat pengantin baru kak uya !!

undeniably, both of you are so sweet, awhh !

semoga jodoh berkekalan ke anak cucu eh :)

p/s: i wonder how will i look like during my big day, aiyooo. nak kawin gak ! kikiki

hush hush ..

remember that sometime silence is the best answer

and and and and

 i hope you will

Thursday, March 3, 2011

ding to the dong :)

booooooooooooooo !!


Official Announcement

I'm coming home 
tell the world I'm coming home 
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday 
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes 
I'm coming home, I'm coming home 
tell the world I'm coming 

Back where I belong 
I've never felt so strong eh 
feeling like there's nothing that I can't try 
and if you feel me put your hands high, high, high, hey 
and if you feel me put your hands high, high, hey 


saje nak bgtau yg i'm going home tomorrow.
ouh selangor i'm gonna rock you baybayh !!
bye bye JB, bye bye stress, bye bye makhluk hijau 


hello formative exam, dang !

p/s: bila dah hilang baru nak menggagau cari, 
tlg la belajar cara nk hargai  org skit.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

you are a loser man

hahaha kau memang big BODOH lah !

lucky me for ditching you eternally :)))

Mr. FH, sorry i break my promise not to carut again, TAK TAHAN DAAAA.

hahah, puas hati aku.

love yourself

people gonna envy you because they can't be you :)

Tuesday, March 1, 2011


Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

 the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

 now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't

p/s : kalau tinggal sorang lelaki pon dalam dunia ni, i wont pick you, NEVER.


looking back to the day we shared together before makes me realize how much time and effort i had wasted.

i wish i could go back to the past and make sure i'll never pick you