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Hullo pathetic, errr i mean hullo blog, heh. Been lazier to mumble things here these last few days but now I'm up to write stories again.

Nahh, i know, who cares anyway, aite ?


P/s : arif and wanie, congratulations for you both :)

There are few things I've noticed during my hiatus. Why people keep on selling marriage or love problems in facebook or blog ? Is it cool enough to let people know you are in the rocks ? Is it cool enough to let people have bad mind setting abt your love ones ? There was a friend who once wrote in her blog saying if you want to stay longer in a relationship, keep it low. Bragging to much or criticizing your partner publicly wont bring any good.

Well B, this goes to you.

B here is not as the B in the Bie, B in the Baby, or as the B in the Hubby or Boo. Its another one or B that represent an indecent word, a word which you know what it is :)

Hi B, been a long time huh since the last I ever wrote about you ? I know you've been dying to get my blog's url, but pls always remember what I'm gna tell you, take note ya.

You've been watching me got knocked down by life and laughing, and now I'm seeing you've been ditched by someone I believe you really want to make you mine before. All I can say is screw you and serve you right. Karma always work. You dnt hve to be such a BS to know whats happenin in my life. You gotta stay quietly and keep chasing guys. Thats your favorite things to do aite ?

Have some dignity yo B !

thoughts

on my first thought, its you.

On my second thought, its you.

On my third thought, its you.

On my fourth, fifth, sixth and so on thought, it still you.

Distance kills me, but it wont kills us, right ?

Kryptonite.

Somebody save me,
I don't care how you do it,
Just save me.


Don't envy me cz it's never easy to be me. Try to walk a mile in my shoes and you'll know how rough things going here.

Most of the Time.

Demotivated.

Back from hiatus with a low self esteem. Well, I've found myself tired with faking too much confidence in myself. Tired of chin up and the serious face. Tired of running here and there just to make sure everybody's okay. Tired of giving a damn abt someone else's problems. Tired of this bloody damn bored college. Tired. Tired. Tired.

Don't grumble honey, he said.

Now, all I'm wishing for is sometimes for me, for myself to flee and spend a good quality time with my own self. I wish I could be home, sitting with my leg crossed on my favourite couch while listening to music and reading my novel. Aahh, not to forget my favourite coffee.

But dont you know darling, my biggest wish is to be with you, just you. So why dont you just leave your unfinished work and fly to the South ?

Desperately need you.

who do you think you are ?

running around leaving scars ?

hi pathetic, why you have to be so fucking pathetic ? could you pretty please answer my bloody question ?

i try to look at your face when we talk, i try to listen when you talk to us, i try to do what i should do as a friend but could you please behave ?

couple months to go nira, hold on.

nanti kau rindu pulak nk tgk pmpuan tu merengek depan muka kau. haha

it wont harm me

hullo abandoned blog ! :) how are you ? missed me much ? ahaa, i guess you are not. well, dah lama tak update blog, but its okay, nobody read mine, ngeh. life is a bit annoying nowadays, perhaps it just another test given by the Al-Mighty. as we grow older, we learnt a lot. sometimes, the fight picked by the others  help us to know better who can be a good friend to us. friends sometimes gonna drown you and sometimes they save you. now i know who can drown me and who gonna save me. people will be nice with you for purposes and some be nice just because they are nice. just bear with all the shit given, they know what they didnt know. they didnt know the truth and i'll never bother to tell the truth and play pointing fingers game.the truth will come out from hiatus soon and by that time, i'll surely aware that its the time for that particular person to feel the tense :)

ouhh, thanks to my darling for all the good words and time spent. i'm sorry for being extremely cheesy these few days :P yours always :)